Trying to feel blissed.

Not because I don't feel blessed but sometimes, life gets too busy or tough to feel the love.

It's easy to get married but to stay married, it's never easy. Too stay passionately married, it's even harder.

Life takes a toil on us. Work, family, children... too many to stuff our tiny brains. Where is the time for love?

Time flies and we are reaching the second year mark of marriage. Together for more than seven years, it's amazing to both of us on how we managed to be stuck to each other for so long (we have short attention span).

Love.

We still have a long long way to go.




true but not the mental illness part... but think about it, every human has his or her own state of unconscious mental sickness, however, extent of seriousness varies...

You are The Moon

Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window.

The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Zhuo Yan's new hairstyle. Jointly cut by jw and me.=P

Not so bad huh.

It's never easy to look after your kiddo and work from home at the same time. Time never seems to be enough. When he naps, you work. When he is awake, you got to entertain him.

I finally managed to finish a zip pouch to be listed in my shop after so long. Satisfied~

Zhuo Yan is turning 10 month-old and you cannot imagine the rate he is learning. He is like a sponge, adsorbing what he sees, hears and touches as each day passes. There are alot of times he shock us by showing us how much he actually knows.

I am still comtemplating if I should return to the workforce.

Baby bonus, 4 months maternity leave, maid levy, tax rebates..... Argh. Money.

Life is moving on well. At least it's how others perceive when looking at me.

But some things can never be erased in memory, in life.

Little mischief zy is doing good too and he has been trying to walk around the house with me holding on to him from behind. Guess he prefers standing and walking to tummy down or crawling. Well, he has not learnt to crawl yet (already 9+month old) and I think he is likely to skip this stage of development.

My everyday is occupied and time seems to pass faster than before. I don't know why and I don't wish to find out why. Maybe it's better for me, to keep my mind sane with so many on my to-do-list.

So looking forward to X'mas.


--> zy's first trip to Sentosa and the Underwater World.


Took this picture before we knew the news.

We are trying to start afresh and today I just promised myself not to think about it anymore but I still cannot forget every single scene.

I know it's impossible to turn back time but if god were to give us a chance, please grant us our little wish. For that something "magical" to happen. For everything to turn out the way we prayed for.

I still cry silently in my heart sometimes and I hope I can get over soon. We still have a long journey to go and I cannot break down.

Love. Sorry.