I am sad. Life has been rather tiring recently, or this is how I feel. I don't know. Maybe crazy hormonal changes are wrecking my tiny brain. I just do not enjoy the things I used to enjoy.

I need a break.

It's not about zy nor jw nor the life I am living now. Maybe it's just me. I don't know.

Perhaps I am expecting something. Something "magical" to happen. Something to lead me back to who I used to be.

I want to enjoy a little laughter, a little sadness, a little emotion, a little feeling.