finally brought zy for swimming!

promised him alot of times but always postpone due to rain or "busy-ness".

& zy was soooooo excited yesterday, frantically kicking his legs and waving his hands when we told him we were bringing him for swimming! He seemed to know what we were telling him!

Well the thing is, he was not scared of water at all even when he splashed water into his eyes and mouth. What a dare-devil! Argh!

Sometimes I wonder what is life all about. About chasing after dreams? money? work? I really don't know. All I know now is that I want to be happy. And zy has taught me about simple happiness of life. Sometimes, his silly actions and contagious laughter really made me smile the whole day. By watching him grow up being healthy and cheerful, I feel contented. True contentment from within.

& from zy, I learnt to be grateful to what I have now. A supportive family and a loving husband. I used to always lament about quitting my job and giving up my career for zy. I envy my friends who work, have a more interesting social life and earn big bucks. But the fact is I did not realise that I am actually the envy of my friends, who yearn for a stable life and a happy family.

There is never "enough" in our lives. I realised the more we desire for something, the more we don't get it and the more frustrated we get. What for make ourselves miserable? Life is already too short for us to enjoy.

To treasure and make the fullest out of what you have is all we can do.