it's a COLOURFUL life i'm living.

Monday, March 17, 2008 Y 2:22 PM

<-- taken yesterday before I went hysterical when zy "accidentally" rolled over while on tummy playtime.

Have been trying to take a more relaxed mindset when bringing zy out but guess we still feel kinda uptight (coz we do not know when zy will be cranky).

Alot of times jw and I bicker over small stuffs concerning zy but we are learning to respect each other's way of handling our little rascal.

Afterall, 执子之手，与子偕老. At the end of the day, we hope to be as loving and be able to grow old together, holding each other's hands.

These days I have been thinking of what I really want to do in my life or should I say, in this life. Life is short (I am not being pessimistic!). Definitely there are regrets and what can we do but to minimise the extent or the number of the regrets.

I have quite a number of "not-so-right" decisions till now in my life. Of coz, I do regret. Sometimes I would wonder if my decisions were otherwise, how will my life be now? Maybe I should not even wonder or imagine. Life is good now, with jw and zy and my loving families. What more can I ask for?

I believe that "God has everything planned for me, for us" (although I am not a Christian).

Anyway.

I have bought a working table and a "something" to create a working space for myself at the balcony. I am so happy! Finally I have a corner of my own.;) Okies, I am startin

g a business, working from home of course. Hopefully everything will be smooth.

Dead tired now. Played with zy for almost two hours. Sure, I am looking forward to more challenging times with zy.

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