the toughest job in the world is being a mother.

lost my cool yesterday when zy was wailing and crying his lungs out. no matter how i coaxed or carried, he just screamed. i was so upset really. i was not sure what has happened to him and i cried. i was so stressed that my milk supply decreased so much so suddenly.

at that very moment, i regretted having a baby. i regretted being married.

the worst things and people to experience at work can never be compared to taking care of your child. meeting all his needs and giving him all the love you can ever imagine.

today, zy was all smiley again. he was super fasinated by the soccer lamp at his jiujiu's room that he laughed and laughed and laughed....

my precious little boy.