happy 2nd month, zy!

zy is a big baby now, at least that's what outsiders thought! Hahaha. Most people said zy looks like a 4-5month baby. & now that zy is alot more responsive and playful, he is so much cuter and angelic!

<--look at his cheeky face!

everyday i'll try my best to play with zy and make him laugh. i guess now he thinks i'm his playmate, always looking out for me. even jw feels jealous!*bleah*

alot of everyday effort okie...

i'm soooo happy!!

come play with him!=D








we resorted to pacifier last night coz zy was kinda cranky and unwell. he vomited while i was feeding him and i got a shock. perhaps he was overfed as he kept wanting to latch on. & after throwing up, he nearly choked on his own vomit.




zy and his favourite toy "haha" (toy name given by me coz i couldn't think of anything easier=P).

ok, i think zy kinda rejects me now coz i'm forcing him to do things he doesn't like such as lying on tummy, adult talks etc. Just now we played for an hour plus before i forced him to sleep. He kept struggling and crying in my arms till his grandma carried him.=( great i gave up. so tiring!

guess i must change my strategy to make him like me again. argh.

p/s. i lost another kg or two. *bleah*. That makes a total loss of almost 14kg in a month and half post delivery. Another 6kg more to go. yeah yeah.

My grown up Christmas list
Not for myself
But for a world in need

No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
And everyone would have a friend
And right would always win
And love would never end

This is my grown up Christmas list

my forever fav song every xmas. yeah xmas is coming. i love xmas. although i have never seen snow, i always imagine myself spending a white xmas with my love ones. i'm waiting for this little dream of mine to be fulfilled someday and i'm sure it will be.=)

zy has had a slight fever yesterday due to his first dose of 6in1 jab. well, the fever was expected so i didn't fret. but he was cranky the whole day and all i knew was to comfort and give him all my love. the blood test he did the day before really freaked him out. can you imagine a big needle poked into his tiny hand with blood collected in drops to fill two tubes? thankfully, this strong boy of ours is ok now.


*yawn!*

okie i hv lost another kg. yeah. after stagnant for so long. but my appetite seems to get better recently. gosh.

zy loves to play nowadays. he's so curious with stuff. just this morning, he gazed at the picture of a cow for a really long period of time. hahaa. i'm starting to read him stories & introducing flashcards to him for entertainment!

can you imagine how tired zy is since yesterday?



jw is tired.

zy is tired.

i'm tired.

but we had a great day.=)

life is great afterall.


my heart melts whenever zy smiles at me. & i feel guilty leaving him alone when i need to go out. just last night, i knew he was unhappy coz i was literally not around for the whole day. so i insisted sleeping with him by his side when i was back.

i laid face to face with him while he slept. and when he woke up, i asked him if he likes to sleep with me...

he smiled.
so sweetly.


FINALLY jw understood the lyrics of this song.. my all time favourite.

updated my background song too.. =)

Title: Collin Raye - Love, Me lyrics

I read a note my grandma wrote back in 1923.
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me.
He said,"Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none,
but I loved your Grandma so."

We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together.
Get married in the first town we came to, and live forever.
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet, instead
I found this letter, and this is what it said:
If you get there before I do,
don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long I'll be.
But I'm not gonna let you down,
darling wait and see.
And between now and then,
till I see you again,
I'll be loving you.
Love, me.

I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away,
In the doorway of a church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray.
I know I'd never seen him cry in all my fifteen years;
But as he said these words to her, his eyes filled up with tears.

If you get there before I do,
don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long I'll be.
But I'm not gonna let you down,
darling wait and see.
And between now and then,
till I see you again,
I'll be loving you.
Love, me.

Between now and then,
till I see you again,
I'll be loving you.
Love, me.

we set up our xmas tree today.

SO HAPPY.=)

dar, thanks for always being so sweet and loving.*

zy laughs today! i mean really laughing with sound "heh heh heh"! SOOOOOO CUTE!!

Was telling him "zy, mama thinks you are the first baby to drink milk so fast and furious till panting! why are you so funny??" And he let out a heartfelt laughter!! hahahahahaha!!!