i'm feeling down.

guess it's normal for me to feel abit down somehow during this period due to my hormonal changes but i know clearly this is not about that.

i'm really upset. with things happening to me.

why can't people respect one another? all i wish for is mutual respect. not that i'm being aloof. i just wish to rest during confinement. that's why i thank and reject all visitors except my closest families. what i mean visitors include even uncles, aunt, cousins, grandparents.

why can't they just understand?

and why should they make snide remarks of me?

all i need is respect. respect my decision to be left to rest and not entertain any visitors who just wish to see baby.

i need a life of my own. the more i need it now after having baby. i need a threesome family life and not to be always interfered by whatever others say or advised.

i've to put a stop to all the interferences.

from now onwards, i'll do things the way i want.

stop giving me old folk advises or whatever. all is enough.

i'm a woman now and i know exactly what i am doing.

pls shut up and let me live my own life.

that's it.