Thursday, August 16, 2007 Y 11:37 AM

Baby at 29 weeks. 8 more weeks to go till 37th week. That's only 2 more months.

I'm not mentally prepared yet though.

Not as a mother who is responsible for another human being's life, at least for the rest of my own life.

Can't imagine breastfeeding baby. It cringes me everytime I think about it.

Baby seems very active these days. Kicking, punching, doing all kinds of somersaults. Sometimes it feels amazing to see tummy in ripples. But not when I need to rest, especially at night.

My feet are starting to swell too. Too much fluid retention. Plan to start my exercise regime to at least keep my weight constant or lose a kg or two. Already gained about 14kg and waist 37inches. Feeling fat. Never felt like this before. My heaviest was only 56kg when I was in primary school. So I do feel down at times with this weight gain.

Sometimes I really wished time will pass faster so that I can wear back my sexy clothes, high heels, and lingerie.

Hopefully my figure will be better after baby is out. Fuller boobs with hour glass figure.

Yeah.